i'm spent. the last few days have been pretty rough. i've never been down with the sickness like this before. and i dont want to be ever again. my only solace is that erin's goin through this with me. its just alittle bit easier not having to rough it out on your own. erin has it worse than me and i just hope she gets better soon. things seem to be getting better. but its still a long road. until then its more of the same. wishin, hopin, tryin not to die, and stealing more of pats soup. mmm. mmm. good.